I feel like my life exploded right in front of my eyes, and all I can see is gold. It’s the most fucking scared I’ve ever been in my entire life.
I don’t know how to act normal, because now I don’t feel normal. At all. Even a little.
And I can't think about his part in this. Just can't.
Billy
Hey. Do you know Kevin Ford?
Not being around people for next ten years or so sounds like a good idea. I hate living with people, even if my suite’s okay. Maybe I’m getting cabin fever. Or maybe I want to be alone.